Through her tears she sobbed, "I will not give up!" I could see in
her eyes she meant it. It was our last Thursday morning at Women’s Bible Study,
we had just finished the lesson for the week and were writing down our prayer request.
But when the sheet of paper came back to me, her name was not on it. She had
already done her business at the throne of grace and a quiet resolve took the
place of her request. She was still struggling with sickness, but her struggle
with God had been replaced with an inner peace.
Today, my mind was drawn back to
the first day of study when I read these words -
"Count it all joy when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing
of your faith produces endurance." James 1:2-3
And with the knowledge came the trials - one after another. God's word was
poured into the walking of our lives, every step a realization that patience
was having its perfect work within our struggles.
When God teaches, His lessons go deep. This was not going to be just another
Bible Study...how could it be when it started with those words, "count it
all joy when you encounter trials!" Joy in trials? We sit here now at the
end of our long study together, and we have made it through the hot fire of
many trials, each in our own way, and in varying degrees. Did we find the joy?
I would not have thought it possible in past days of my life but now I see
it...I believe it...it is possible. I see it mostly in them, the other women
sitting across the table, their trials that came in the hardest places. But God's
words remained true as they always are, and we learned firsthand that joy
triumphs over trials. We learned to endure...to not give up. To count it all
joy!
The trials can be tiring, draining, and we sometimes fall victim to them and
forget about the joy. But we have learned it and now we must own it...and He
will remind us. He will strengthen us, and we will endure...with joy.
With those simple words spoken, "I will not give up!" she unknowingly
added the "Amen" to the prayer we had started weeks before when we
first opened our Bibles to the book of James and bowed our heads to pray. Now
we close with the answer to that prayer.
...knowing that the testing of our faith produces patience, (we will) let
patience have its perfect work. That we may be perfect and complete lacking
nothing! James 1:3-4
I see it in them, the other women, and I am encouraged.
Are you going through something difficult...some trial? Is your faith being
tested in some way? God may not choose to take you out of it, but he will give
you joy in the midst of it. Joy is not dependent on the
happenings in our lives…it is dependent on
Jesus in our lives. With Him, we really can – “count it all joy!”